june 8, 2025

I always thinking how to implementing my plan...without considering god's plan and  god's will...how to synchronize my plan and His plan?!? I dunno?!?! I have no idea how to do that... I prayed...yes, but there's still no clue, but I stick to the plan, but then... failed...

I try to re- plan it, taking new direction, taking a new chances that coming before my eyes...But again...it's failed...should I give up?!? No... not yet...I've ever say before that the plan like a railway... something like guidance...but it's failed again and again...what do you want me to do? 

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God may i change my wishes about something I told you that time...or may i insert more wishes in that?!?! Look like the first person on my wishes list finally found her happiness, I'm not gonna break that up, and the second person on my wishes list...look in like she close the door not ready to open her heart yet...

The last hope to the third person, but I still can't believe her...due she's unable to think clearly what she want, can't be consist and struggling for her own goal.