July 19, 2025

God damn it....!!! It's July 19....it's more than 14 days to go to 6th august...n I just running out of money...I lean for 1200 a couple days ago...and it's gone ..wtf!!!

june 18, 2025

I dunno... probably it's only inside my mind, based on the wish I have or gonn' happen in the near future, but I accept all of the possibilities that might be happen in the near future...and all action that I take gonn' be my responsibility...

July 16, 2025

Gw pen pergi, tp tetep aja GK bisa...

Padahal gw udah ngambil langkah pertama buat ninggalin dia...dia tetep ada tempat...Krn dia kyk ujan di gurun pasir...

July 12, 2025

Ini berat, tp wkt org yang lu sayangin minta tolong akhirnya lu tolongin juga...biar kata lu tau GK bakal pernah balikan kyk dulu. Modalnya karena masih ada rasa sayang dan dia jadi bagian di idup lu yang sempet bikin idup lu kerasa utuh. Pernah jadi doa dan jadi tujuan lu.

Tp harusnya lu sadar har. Ini cerita harusnya  udah kelar. Udah bukan tanggung jawab lu...tapi tanggung jawab dia sendiri sebagai konsekuensi atas pilihan jalan yg dia ambil, juga keluarganya dan terakhir sebagian kecil tanggung jawab calon suaminya dan itu bukan lagi gw...so I'm no longer responsible of her...m i right?!?!

July 6, 2025

Kemaren MLM, mimpinya ketemu hantu "batangan"...buset...serem bener...tp GK panik gw smlm mah... mundur pelan²...trus akhirnya w bangun...inget dulu terakhir w mimpi ketemu hantu "batangan" begini w kena tegor atasan...gegara maen hp Mulu katanya...kejadiannya waktu di kapal...nah untuk yg sekarang sih mudah²an cm sekedar mimpi tanpa ada hal apa²...

July 5, 2025

I know That it's not an happy ending story to me...but I just let the story goes on...

July 03, 2025.

I know it's wrong, I don't trynna justifying my self about what I done this time...but um...I dunno...I still worrying too much about her...that one of the reasons why it happen...other reason...remember the first girl I have?!? She's dead...I don't want that happen to her, I want her to life happily ever after...